More random stuff

I guess I am here to fill in the gap since it's been about a week since the last post.

But I've nothing to write about.

So I'll share the song which I've been humming for some time here.




Lyrics are here:

夢の続き　追いかけていたはずなのに
yume no tsuzuki oikakete ita hazu nanoni
The dream which I should have pursued
曲がりくねった　細い道 人に躓く
magarikunetta hosoi michi hi-to ni tsumazuku
On the narrow, meandering path, stumbling upon people

あの頃みたいにって　戻りたいわけじゃないの
ano koro mitai nitte modoritai wake janai no
It's not that I want to go back to that time.
なくしてきた空を　探してる
nakushite kita sora wo sagashiteru
But I've been searching for the lost sky
分かってくれます様に
wakatte kuremasuyou ni
Please understand
犠牲になった様な
gisei ni natta you na
悲しい顔は　やめてよ
kanashii kao wa yamete yo
And stop showing that sad and victimized face

罪の最後は涙じゃないよ　ずっと苦しく背負ってくんだ
tsumi no saigo wa namida janai yo, zutto kuroshiku seottekunda
Crime doesn't end with tears, I've been shouldering the burden
出口見えない感情迷路に
deguchi mienai kanjou meiro ni
In the sentimental path with a exit that could not be seen
誰を待ってるの
dare wo matteru no
waiting for someone
白いノートに綴った様に　もっと素直に吐き出したいよ
shiroi nouto ni tsuzuta you ni motto sunao ni hakidashitai no
Written on white notes, hoping to be able to voice out my feelings
何から逃れたいんだ
nani kara nogaretainda
I want to run from something
現実ってやつか
genjitsu te yatsu ka
Is it reality

叶える為に生きてるんだって
kanae tame ni ikiterun datte
Living to fulfill dreams
忘れちゃいそうな 夜の真ん中
wasurechaisou na
The midnight that is almost forgotton
無難になんてやってられないから
bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
I can't remain in peace
帰る場所もないの
kaeru basho mo nai yo
And I've nowhere to return to
この想いを消してしまうには
kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
Completely erasing this thought
まだ人生長いでしょ
mada jinsei nagai desho
Life still has a long way to go
懐かしくなる
natsukashiku naru
Becoming nostalgic
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん
konna itami mo kangei jan
Loving this kind of hardships

謝らなくちゃいけないよね　ああ ごめんね
ayamaranakucha ikenai you ne aa gomen ne
I have to apologise, sorry
うまく言えなくて　心配かけたままだったね
umaku ienakute shinpai kaketa mama datta ne
I can't say it well, you must have been worried.

あの日抱えた全部　明日抱える全部
ano hi kakaeta zenbu ashita kakaeru zenbu
The burdens that I've shouldered, and those which I would shoulder
順番つけたりはしないから
junban tsuketari wa shinaikara
I don't order them
分かってくれます様に
wakattekuremasu you ni
Please understand
そっと目を閉じたんだ
sotto me wo tojitanda
Slowly closing my eyes
見たくないものまで見えんだもん
mitakunai mono made mien damon
I won't see things which I do not want to see.

いらない噂にちょっと　初めて聞く発言どっち
iranai uwasa ni choto hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi
Unnecessary rumours, which have I heard first
向かい合ったら友達だって
mukai attara tomodachi datte
嘘はやめてね
uso wa yamete ne
Stop lying that we were friends since we met
深いハートが苛立つ様に　体ん中燃えているんだ
fukai haato ga iradatsu you ni karadan naka moeterunda
The inner heart that's pissed, burning inside my body
本当は期待してんの
hontou ha kitai shiten no
The thing which I've been looking forward to is
現実ってやつか
genjitsu te yatsu ka
Reality??

叶える為に生きてるんだって
kanae tame ni ikiterun datte
Living to fulfill dreams
叫びたくなるよ 聞こえていますか
sakebitaku naru yo kikoeteimasu ka
Wanting to shout, can you hear me?
無難になんてやってられないから
bunan ni nante yatterarenai ka
I can't remain in peace
帰る場所もないの
kaeru basho mo nai yo
And I've no where to return to
優しさにはいつも感謝してる
yasashisa ni wa itumo kansha shiteru
Always thanking your kindness
だから強くなりたい
dakara tsuyoku naritai
Hence, I want to get stronger
進む為に
susumu tame ni
For the sake of progressing
敵も味方も歓迎じゃん
tekimo mikata mo kangei jan
I welcome all, even enemies

どうやって次のドア開けるんだっけ　考えてる
douyatte tugino doa akerun dakke kangaeteru
How can I open the next door?
もう引き返せない物語始まってるんだ
mou hikikaesenai monogatari hajimatterunda
A story with no return has started
目を覚ませ　目を覚ませ
me wo samase me wo samase
Wake up...

この想いを消してしまうには
kono omoi wo keshiteshimauni wa
Completely erasing this thought
まだ人生長いでしょ
mada jinsei nagai desho
Life still has a long way to go
やり残してることやり直してみたいから
yarinokoshiteru koto yarinaoshitemitai kara
I want to complete the things I'm left to do
もう一度行こうか
mou ichido yukou ka
Let's start again
叶える為に生きてるんだって
kanae tame ni ikiterun datte
Living to fulfill dreams
叫びたくなるよ 聞こえていますか
sakebitaku naru yo kikoeteimasu ka
Wanting to shout, can you hear me?
無難になんてやってられないから
bunan ni nante yatterarenai ka
I can't remain in peace
帰る場所もないの
kaeru basho mo nai yo
And I've no where to return to
優しさにはいつも感謝してる
yasashisa ni wa itumo kansha shiteru
Always thanking your kindness
だから強くなりたい
dakara tsuyoku naritai
Hence, I want to get stronger
懐かしくなる
natsukashiku naru
Becoming nostalgic
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん
konna itami mo kangei jan
Loving this kind of hardships

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